Writings

she....
she was an illusion
i thought
i'd never have see
added to my confusion
of how i thought this
would ever be
took more from me
than she
will ever
care
to know
raptured my spirit
then crushed
me
whole
under this dream
late late at night
i am lost
in
thoughts
of
her
and wonder....
if this
will ever
end

but i try
to lay it down
at the feet
of the divine
and hold out
for only love
to heal the wound
that holds her name
knowing
what she brought
is what i despise
what she gave
are shameful
lies